Amazing!!!!

Wow, my last blog was written in April of 2009! My inactivity is mostly due mostly to a very small fallowing, and the realization that know one gives a flying f*&^$ about what i think! YAY!
So Here is what happened to me since April... Beware.
Yay! me and Ricky are still together!
Although we did some things prematurely i'm glad our poor judgement didn't F&#% us up...

Unfortunately the new job that Ricardo had acquired for me, didn't work out.
Well first: Ricardo who, i forgot to mention in my last post, is a Butcher at Safeway,and the job he got me was a seafood clerk at Safeway. That was alright other then it was right next to the meat shop, and even though i was officially in seafood, i still had to work with meat. EW. However i chose to suck it up, for i needed the money.
Second, uhm..... The mall by my apartment held a job fair, and apparently i can't even discuss job fairs with fellow co-workers. I discussed it with this guy i worked with Marty. He's a nice guy but he mentioned it to my supervisor, and he took it as "she wants to leave safeway" and told the store manager, and he let me go.
bunch of turds.
Unfortunately i didn't get another job till October 2009.
I was let go right as i moved in with Ricardo and naturally, money = problems. We had my room mate Derek, who moved out after three months...
then we got are current roommate Cynthia, who only gives us about $20 if anything,when her rent is $350- dropped from $400. we gave her months notice middle of December but she doesn't seem to be doing much about it...

Also besides money problems and the such:
After living so many months with a butcher i gave up on the vegi/fishy life style.
No he never asked me to, he was very willing to oblige.
It was strictly my choice. It's unfortunately just easier.
He is just too good of a cook.

I got a new job... graveyard shift... full time... at... erm... ugh... ehhh... hmmm... meh... feh... wal-mart...
don't judge me!
it is the only frickin place that was hiring! and full time! i know! i failed to live by my principles!
I hate the fact that i work there.
old navy called me for an interview. I however know they would not be able to supply me with the hours i need so i took wal-mart over old navy... Gah... every time i think about it i die a little inside!!!!

Well i still love my boyfriend, and he loves me.
we go good together, we both act like a pair of goobers.
plus for Christmas, he adopted me a Kitty from the SPCA!

well even though no one cares i'm going to post this anyways, then go watch The Hunchback of Notre Dame. I tried to read the book, but I believe it would be much better in French... if only i could read in French.

In Love

okay, so i didn't want to say anything a while ago, because i didn't want to jinx it and also i have bad luck with men, but i think i found the one. Ricky. I've been dating him for about three months and neither of us are getting tired of each other. I'm in love with him. we have a similar sense of humor, we never get bored of talking to each other, he's not conceded or sexist, he can cook,(awesome sex), and we have perfect chemistry. The best part is that he is not a republican and/or redneck!!!!! i told him i loved him and surprisingly enough he said that he loved me back! he's so freaking charming! I'm just waiting for him to realize he could do better. until then i'm gonna soak it up. he wants me to move in with him in a month after he saves up a little bit. He just got a promotion. I also got a new better job that has benefits and stuff so i'm gonna be paid considerably more then i was at old navy so, i can take care of myself.
i'm just so freakin happy, i just don't want to scare him off. i'm soo nervous i'm gonna mess it up with my stupid habits >_<

how not to waste money

Keep in mind, as you read, I'm not an expert. These are just my ideas and suggestions.

1. My favorite waste of money is water bottles. firstly I'm assuming if you have money to buy those expensive bottles daily/weakly then you also have money your spending on a water bill. So if you are already paying for water why would you spend that money to buy more water? i walked into my moms apartment today and found that she had two cases of 20 bottles of water. On her kitchen counter she also had at least seven empty bottles she was planning on refilling. She also had about ten more empty bottles in her little recycle bin thingy. Honestly people, the better alternative, if you didn't get it by now from those Britta water commercials, is those reusable plastic bottles that cost you a tiny bit more that will last you a lot longer. The EVEN alternative to that is the amazing stainless steal water bottle. You should read my entire rant on how it is better. The stainless steal may be more expensive then the reusable plastic ones but they will last you a lot longer, insulate better, and are safer for you. If you leave it in the car little bits of plastic won't melt off. If you wash it it won't warp in the dish washer. You can get them easy. Amazon.com has them. Sporting good stores have them. Heck, I found a Hello Kitty one in a Hello Kitty store. (not that i shop there. My friend wanted to go in.)

2. Things that come in aluminum cans. Energy drinks. Sodas. They are bad for you. Completely unnecessary. I swear Energy drinks are going to be considered a bad drug and they will become like cigarettes where you have to be 18 or older to purchase them. Energy drinks are also unbelievably expensive. Ouch. Why? If I'm gonna spend that much i would rather buy pomegranate juice. I don't have much to say about soda except they are just full of unnecessary sugar and artificial flavoring. Oh jeeze...imagine how bad for you those Mountain Dew Energy drinks are for you! GASP!
3. Unnecessary plastic. plastics that contain food that have meals pre made for us. EW. Deserts that come in plastic. Come to think of it. Thats mostly it. Believe it or not I've found it cheaper to buy the individual ingredients and to make it myself. (the only exception is meat but then again i don't eat meat unless it's fish. I just eat tofu and thats a lot cheaper.)
Every one has a billion cook books they never use so why not crack one open, blow off the dust and make something yourself. you can start weening yourself into home made stuff with mixes and slowly work your way up.
Okay I'm done with my save money rant.

My Birthday

My Birthday is January 11th and I shall be turning 19.
Not a special year. I'm planning, however, that my 20th birthday shall be a 1920's party. Flapper outfits, 20's music, "bootlegging, ect... ect...
I can't freaking wait!

Well here is a list of stuff i want for my birth day. I don't expect much off the list though.
My Amazon Wish List

Nothing

I believe i've been rather lazy lately with my blogging.
I honestly don't have much to talk about.
This is whats going on with my life.
I'm starting class January, topics of Anthropology 101, Art 101(aka Drawing), English 101, and Philosophy 210 (world religions).
I "celebrated" a typical commercialized Christmas with my dad and step mom.
I think i ate my weight in Holiday deserts this year
I'm gonna go for sushi on newyears with my friends
my birthday is the 11th
and i just bought some amazing rainbow socks from spencers. I love them more then i should love a pair of socks.
what do i have to blog about?
nothing.
I was gonna blog about sexist women but i just don't feel like it.

Sin Log #12

Envy: Last Friday i took my friend Derek to this piercing parlor and he got his lip pierced. Later I was told that we were going to get a friend of his, and take her their so she can get her eyebrow pierced. She is this 16 year old girl that lives in apartments behind one of the casinos in the area. (her place is not a nice place to live.) It turns out that we couldn't just take the permission slip to her father to sign, that her father had to be their with her. So what those she tell her father?She tells him that she wants to get her ears pierced. One second were waiting to hear from her if her father has enough gas in his car to go with her, the next we get a myspace message from her saying her dad kicked her out of her home because her sister told their father what she really was getting pierced. Derek and I were lucky enough to catch her at the library. What we do is go get something for us to drink then we take her to my place. So here i am with a girl i don't know, she's kicked out of her home at 16 and has no where to go. So i offered her a place to stay for the night and she said she'll call home in the morning. In the morning I took her home, apparently this is the third time her dads done this to her. When my dad got home he appraised me for acting on my heart then scolded me for having her here.

Pride: Last Wednesday I got my braces off.

Greed: Saturday after all the ciaos, my step mom took me to a Victorian Decorating Party. OH WOW! This woman lived in a lovely Victorian style home. Once you get inside you can see that her home was filled with antiques. Her home was a little jammed packed but it was amazing. I wish i could of explored more on my own but I didn't get the chance. She also made a lot of things herself, including curtains and such. She had a doll room, and upstairs their was so much lace. It was so beautiful, it was like being in a giant doll house. I loved it so much. I want a house similar to that, just a little less clutter.
More Greed: I decided i Really, really, really, want my tattoo... I found out how much it would cost and the lady said $150 or more, depending on the detail I want. The problem is, is getting it without my dad finding out, and getting the money to pay for it without dipping into college fund.

My Vision Board

Okay, so i'm not going all secret crazy. I don't believe that our thoughts put out a pulse of energy to bring us what we think about. I don't think that if i think about getting in an accident i'm "attracting" an accident. ect... ect... this however i was... just cus i felt like it okay?
stop harassing me!