In Love

okay, so i didn't want to say anything a while ago, because i didn't want to jinx it and also i have bad luck with men, but i think i found the one. Ricky. I've been dating him for about three months and neither of us are getting tired of each other. I'm in love with him. we have a similar sense of humor, we never get bored of talking to each other, he's not conceded or sexist, he can cook,(awesome sex), and we have perfect chemistry. The best part is that he is not a republican and/or redneck!!!!! i told him i loved him and surprisingly enough he said that he loved me back! he's so freaking charming! I'm just waiting for him to realize he could do better. until then i'm gonna soak it up. he wants me to move in with him in a month after he saves up a little bit. He just got a promotion. I also got a new better job that has benefits and stuff so i'm gonna be paid considerably more then i was at old navy so, i can take care of myself.
i'm just so freakin happy, i just don't want to scare him off. i'm soo nervous i'm gonna mess it up with my stupid habits >_<

how not to waste money

Keep in mind, as you read, I'm not an expert. These are just my ideas and suggestions.

1. My favorite waste of money is water bottles. firstly I'm assuming if you have money to buy those expensive bottles daily/weakly then you also have money your spending on a water bill. So if you are already paying for water why would you spend that money to buy more water? i walked into my moms apartment today and found that she had two cases of 20 bottles of water. On her kitchen counter she also had at least seven empty bottles she was planning on refilling. She also had about ten more empty bottles in her little recycle bin thingy. Honestly people, the better alternative, if you didn't get it by now from those Britta water commercials, is those reusable plastic bottles that cost you a tiny bit more that will last you a lot longer. The EVEN alternative to that is the amazing stainless steal water bottle. You should read my entire rant on how it is better. The stainless steal may be more expensive then the reusable plastic ones but they will last you a lot longer, insulate better, and are safer for you. If you leave it in the car little bits of plastic won't melt off. If you wash it it won't warp in the dish washer. You can get them easy. Amazon.com has them. Sporting good stores have them. Heck, I found a Hello Kitty one in a Hello Kitty store. (not that i shop there. My friend wanted to go in.)

2. Things that come in aluminum cans. Energy drinks. Sodas. They are bad for you. Completely unnecessary. I swear Energy drinks are going to be considered a bad drug and they will become like cigarettes where you have to be 18 or older to purchase them. Energy drinks are also unbelievably expensive. Ouch. Why? If I'm gonna spend that much i would rather buy pomegranate juice. I don't have much to say about soda except they are just full of unnecessary sugar and artificial flavoring. Oh jeeze...imagine how bad for you those Mountain Dew Energy drinks are for you! GASP!
3. Unnecessary plastic. plastics that contain food that have meals pre made for us. EW. Deserts that come in plastic. Come to think of it. Thats mostly it. Believe it or not I've found it cheaper to buy the individual ingredients and to make it myself. (the only exception is meat but then again i don't eat meat unless it's fish. I just eat tofu and thats a lot cheaper.)
Every one has a billion cook books they never use so why not crack one open, blow off the dust and make something yourself. you can start weening yourself into home made stuff with mixes and slowly work your way up.
Okay I'm done with my save money rant.

My Birthday

My Birthday is January 11th and I shall be turning 19.
Not a special year. I'm planning, however, that my 20th birthday shall be a 1920's party. Flapper outfits, 20's music, "bootlegging, ect... ect...
I can't freaking wait!

Well here is a list of stuff i want for my birth day. I don't expect much off the list though.
My Amazon Wish List

Nothing

I believe i've been rather lazy lately with my blogging.
I honestly don't have much to talk about.
This is whats going on with my life.
I'm starting class January, topics of Anthropology 101, Art 101(aka Drawing), English 101, and Philosophy 210 (world religions).
I "celebrated" a typical commercialized Christmas with my dad and step mom.
I think i ate my weight in Holiday deserts this year
I'm gonna go for sushi on newyears with my friends
my birthday is the 11th
and i just bought some amazing rainbow socks from spencers. I love them more then i should love a pair of socks.
what do i have to blog about?
nothing.
I was gonna blog about sexist women but i just don't feel like it.

Sin Log #12

Envy: Last Friday i took my friend Derek to this piercing parlor and he got his lip pierced. Later I was told that we were going to get a friend of his, and take her their so she can get her eyebrow pierced. She is this 16 year old girl that lives in apartments behind one of the casinos in the area. (her place is not a nice place to live.) It turns out that we couldn't just take the permission slip to her father to sign, that her father had to be their with her. So what those she tell her father?She tells him that she wants to get her ears pierced. One second were waiting to hear from her if her father has enough gas in his car to go with her, the next we get a myspace message from her saying her dad kicked her out of her home because her sister told their father what she really was getting pierced. Derek and I were lucky enough to catch her at the library. What we do is go get something for us to drink then we take her to my place. So here i am with a girl i don't know, she's kicked out of her home at 16 and has no where to go. So i offered her a place to stay for the night and she said she'll call home in the morning. In the morning I took her home, apparently this is the third time her dads done this to her. When my dad got home he appraised me for acting on my heart then scolded me for having her here.

Pride: Last Wednesday I got my braces off.

Greed: Saturday after all the ciaos, my step mom took me to a Victorian Decorating Party. OH WOW! This woman lived in a lovely Victorian style home. Once you get inside you can see that her home was filled with antiques. Her home was a little jammed packed but it was amazing. I wish i could of explored more on my own but I didn't get the chance. She also made a lot of things herself, including curtains and such. She had a doll room, and upstairs their was so much lace. It was so beautiful, it was like being in a giant doll house. I loved it so much. I want a house similar to that, just a little less clutter.
More Greed: I decided i Really, really, really, want my tattoo... I found out how much it would cost and the lady said $150 or more, depending on the detail I want. The problem is, is getting it without my dad finding out, and getting the money to pay for it without dipping into college fund.

My Vision Board

Okay, so i'm not going all secret crazy. I don't believe that our thoughts put out a pulse of energy to bring us what we think about. I don't think that if i think about getting in an accident i'm "attracting" an accident. ect... ect... this however i was... just cus i felt like it okay?
stop harassing me!

SIn Log #11

Okay long time since i've been on here. So welcome me back and read my new post. I have a lot of anger to get out.
Wrath: My friend Derek keeps organizing my purse. I can't find anything any more! He keeps putting things in these little compartments that I don't even know about. So when I go to search for something its hidden in a place I wouldn't think to look.

More Wrath: I have a friend. She shall stay nameless. She's supposed to be my best friend, but shes inconsiderate and I'm convinced she thinks shes better than me. There are so many things I could complain about but rather then be mindless I'll just stick to this recent thing. Okay sooo remember my first finished story? well i have an updated version (not posted on fictionpress). I knew before sending it to her it would of been a bad idea. Bad idea is an understatement. So I send it to her for grammar checks. I will admit she is superior at grammar. As most of you can read from my blog monkeys are better at grammar then I am. All I wanted was grammar checks. We have different tastes in books. I have a different style then her. She is also not the literary queen she thinks she is. She prolly could write some decent cliche' Manga stories at most. (I'm trying really hard not to insult any Manga readers... Sorry if i do. I'm not a huge Manga fan and don't think Naruto and Inuyasha are worth while reads. apparently she does.) Shes making suggestions like " Sally kept asking her questions, but didn’t get any answers other than “everything is fine,” and “try to rest baby(this phrase is usually used for sleeping, I’d change it).” " and " er head turned in my direction and she leered(this word is too malicious for this) at me. " I told her that I think we should just stick to the grammar until I get an agent and see what they think. Then She gets pissed. suddenly she says shes insulted about a section she read in the book. She's mad at how i portray a doctor. She wasn't mad when she read it last night and suddenly is mad now. She also read that part before, long before this. She asks me why didn't I warn her? Suddenly shes taking everything personally. She's taking apart my word choice. I told her i have purposely placed fragmented sentences in there. She said she was fine with that the night before. Now that I pissed her off she's telling me it's impossible to correct anything because of the fragmented sentences. All the frag sentences are things like. "Peachy." and things like that. Thats just the way she works. Say one little thing and she gets out her claws. Its the way it always has been with her. I'm mostly angry at myself because I told myself not to send it to her because I knew she would critique every little thing. I though... maybe i could handle the little critiques and focus on her grammar changes. I never picked her to react like this. Shes suddenly a malling lion angry because I told her something she didn't want to hear.

Well now I got that out of my system... Feels good to get the anger out in a nice neat little rant... now i just need to find a new decent grammar checker... if only Derek wasn't such a wuss and let me send it to him. he's nice.

Gluttony: tomorrows thanksgiving... Need I say more?

Sloth: Okay so here is what I get for asking for more hours...
Friday, 11/28
03:00PM - 12:00AM WRK
Saturday, 11/29
04:00AM - 09:00AM WRK
That is right off my schedule. stupid black friday